MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 02:11:33 GMT

I made a Christmas video as a present for the secret santa project on YunJae Everlasting. Here is the finished version.....I hope she likes her present. ^^
Merry Christmas to everyone....and to DBSK!!! :D

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And if I finish it in time......I'll post my Christmas JaeHo fic up later tonight or tomorrow on Christmas day. ^^

JaeHo Tribute - Forever Love

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:00:56 GMT

Today I finally finished my second JaeHo Tribute! :D

Here is my post on JaeHo Yongwonhi.

This video was a long time in the making and I switched songs for it twice. I am happy with the end result....however I don't think I will be making another JaeHo tribute any time soon. I have completely exhausted my JaeHo clip library with the two I have already made. ^^

For my next video....I would like to try something completely different. I have a few ideas in my head for a funny tribute.....and I still want to make individual ones for each of the 5 boys. We'll see what happens...... ^^

JaeHo Tribute - If you're not the one

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:14:49 GMT

So a week ago I finished my very first fan video ever....and it was a JaeHo tribute too!!!
Yay!!! \o/

I'm posting the links here to the forums that it has been mentioned on. This is merely so that I can have easy access to the posts....and can quickly respond to people's messages without scrolling through pages and pages on the comms to find the buried posts.

JaeHo Detox
JaeHo YWH
DBSG LJ

.....and the download link: sendspace

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Right now I am busy trying to learn the ins and outs of video editing....and I mean the REAL way! If I can ever get through all the tutorials without my brain overloading from the sheer amount of info....maybe I can actually produce something decent with my next video! I've already found the perfect song for it.....and I've been going through my external HD and making a list of all the cute Joongie moments that I can find :D
Gosh there are so many!!! That boy is simply too cute for his own good!

.....and he knows it too! ^^

Here's my first fic ever....and it's JaeHo too :D

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 21:15:37 GMT

Posted in JaeHo_Detox 07/01/19...re-posted here 07/01/23

Title: Stolen Moment
Length: one-shot
Author: jaeho_saranghae
Pairing: JaeHo
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fluff, and um...maybe Angst...O.O;
Summary: Jaejoong's POV. It's short and sweet. Please give it a read!

Note: I was re-watching the Heroine 6 ep with DBSG yesterday and I started thinking about Jaejoong's answer that got cut from the show. Now, as I am one of the crazy JaeHo fans that thinks that they are truly in a real relationship together, I was going what??? two days!?!? How can they possibly not have kissed for two whole days!!! (because we all know it was Yunnie that Jae was kissing XD)
Anyway, I guess this fic was the result of that.
Also, this is my first fanfic ever but please give it a try. I think it turned out pretty well...

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It was rare that the five of us had time to spend an evening together. We were enjoying the last remaining days of our lightened schedule in Japan, knowing that in a few days things would return to their normal hectic pace. It had been nice for a while to leave the apartment after the sun was already up, and to return home in the afternoon just like everyone else. We had quickly become used to sleeping eight hour nights and eating three regular meals together a day. I knew I was going to miss it when it ended.

In the livingroom, Junsu and Changmin were currently engaged in a fierce battle on their new playstation. They had been at it non stop every evening since they had bought the thing three days ago. The sounds of muffled gunfire and their own occasional shouts of outrage and laughter were a constant background noise as I worked in the kitchen. While normally the distraction while I was cooking would have bothered me, I found myself smiling fondly at their whoops of excitement.

Really, at times those two could be such children.

In an attempt to escape their noise, Yoochun had shut himself up earlier in the workroom at the opposite end of the house. He was working hard to finish a couple of his best songs before our break was over. Our very serious composer Yoochunnie, who always poured his heart into every note. I could picture him now in front of the keyboard, playing with a focus and intensity none of us could match.

My own compositions had always lacked the passion that ran throughout his. It had nothing to do with skill, and everything to do with who he was. Yoochun embodied emotion, both the highs and the lows. He wore his heart on his sleeve, and always faced the world with an open honesty that I found terrifying sometimes. His love for things ran deep and he wasn't afraid to show it.

Me, well....I love. As deeply and honestly as Yoochun does, but it is something to be shown only to those that I love. I could never bare myself and my emotions for others to see.

The brush of a hand on my arm brings me out of my thoughts. I look up to see Yunho standing next to me and studying my face with a fond smile.

"Sometimes I wonder where you go, my Jaejoongie."

My heart immediately begins to race at his nearness. He does this to me every time.

Even though we have been together now for almost three years, when he smiles at me like that, I feel like I am falling in love again. I know its corny and overly sentimental, but my heart can't help it.

"I know you're busy here, but can you spare me a moment?" His voice is apologetic at the interruption.

"Manager hyung and I are going over tomorrow's schedule, and there are a few changes that we need to run by you."

I nod silently and take a moment to turn down the heat on the stove, leaving the food to simmer in my absence. Yunho looks pleased at my easy assent.

"It will only be a moment", he assures me again.

I follow him down the hallway and back toward our manager's room. As I am passing the door to our bedroom on the right, Yunho suddenly stops and turns back to me. I nearly run into him before I manage to stop my feet.

"What are you...."

He smiles at my confused face and grabs my hand, pulling me through the open bedroom door and shutting it firmly behind us.

Before I can move away, his hands slide around my waist and lock at my lower back. He pulls me flush against his body, and my arms fly to his shoulders instinctively to push him back.

"Wait....hyung is..."

"He left ten minutes ago." Yunho's voice is a low purr near my ear.

"...but the schedule...", my voice is weaker now.

"I lied", Yunho admits easily with a grin. I find myself echoing it helplessly as my hands release their protest, and instead curl into a grip on his shoulders.

His eyes are locked with mine for an instant before he leans forward and captures my mouth with his own. My lips soften and open for him, allowing his invasion.

I lose myself in the subtle strokes of his mouth, feeling my body relax against his. Yunho makes a growling sound into my mouth and heat spirals through me as the kiss deepens. The wet slide of his tongue against mine is bliss, and I can't hold back the soft moans that he teases from me. My body feels like it might explode and my heart is racing before he finally draws back, nipping gently at my bottom lip on the way.

We are both flushed and panting, aching for more but knowing there is not enough time. Yunho buries his face in my shoulder and squeezes me tight in a crushing hug, knowing he can use his full strength on me and I will not break. I hold him back just as desperately as our breathing slows together.

Stolen moments like this one have been the foundation of our relationship for the last few years. I try not to be greedy and want more, but sometimes it is so very hard. I tell myself daily that I can wait, that right now is the time for Dong Bang Shin Gi and not me. We both knew from the moment we first gave in to the helpless attraction between us, that the time ahead would not be easy. We promised each other to endure it in silence, knowing that the other understood everything that could not be spoken.

Still there are times when the compound frustrations of my body and heart threaten to swallow me. I know it is the same for Yunho. I can see it in his eyes whenever he looks at me. The hunger there is so bright sometimes that it is hard for me to look away.

I wish this moment now could last forever.

It would be so easy to forget about the rest of the world. Forget about fame and our goals. Forget that right now there are three hungry boys and a dinner waiting for my return.

I close my eyes and nuzzle deeper into his warmth.

In a moment I will have to let go.

But not yet.